2 Nov 2009
It's such a beautiful night. The air is so cool which is a rare here. The chill is exhilarating. I had done a yoga class this evening and I felt so peaceful within me. The soft music of Ty Burhoe which made its way into my playlist today made me feel like yoga is really ME. Yoga is me. I am Yoga. I can't believe how the soft music actually touches me, makes me feel so good about what I'm doing. I want to be a yoga teacher!
Ok so I had gotten rid of the Scary creeper dude for all of two days! this is how it went down. I had his friend Cassey tell him....
(ok so thrusday at lunch)
Cassey: Dude, she thinks your like super anoying.
Creeper(aka Steve) : So I dont care what she thinks!
Cassey: No, dude, she thinks your fucking stupid!
Creeper: mummbles...
So he left me alone for those two wondefull and peacefull days. Oh we havent even hit the best part yet. Which is today btw.
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HE FREAKING STOLE MY mP3 PLAYER IN ART CLASS!!!!!! For me this is tragic seeing as to how I cant live without it. So now Im sitting here with nothing to do because that freaking dumbass stole my mP3 player. Oh, and I told him that he'd better give it back tomorrow or I'll F-ing kill him. Well, maybe not kill, but you get the point Im sure. Well ttyl.
Whoo Whoo!!!
1 November 2010.
And so almost half a year has passed since I saw the Tarot card reader. I believe in her. She said the moment I let go of him, I would be able to meet a new guy within a year. I trust her, and I'm still waiting for that to happen. He who loves me, will be a great guy.
I'm sure that person who's going to love me and fall in love with me will be someone special. He's going to be able to see that special quality in me just as I see it in myself. I just have to be patient.
25 Dec 2010- I'm already hoping this year's X'mas would be more romantic. I hope I get to find that special someone by X'mas and celebrate with him. I've even included in my hp diary to have a date with him-whoever that may be.
And I just realise CNY is on feb 14 next year. How romantic can it get if my 1st ever Valentine's day crashes with CNY? I'm just really hoping I have a boyfriend real soon. He's going to be so good to me. I think.
i can only write quickly cos i have left most of my homework until the last day of the half term- typical really, but i wont do it any other way...
on thursday i went with the rest of the family to�a place next to gilwell park, was surprised to see that it was where i did d of e, and we had about 2 hours of walking aorund which was quite peaceful, except for the fact of mum conplaning about the mud, but she was ok really, kind cute. there were some old people that were flying model aeroplanes as we entered the field and they were really impressive pilots, ben really wanted to have a plane after seeeing that!
on friday i went with dad to pick up booba, who went home today, and we went out to the bluebell, which is my fav resturant as it is and the food was good except i wish i would have had what my dad ordered instead. last night we watched enchanted and i forgot how jokes it was. i mean seriously the prince guy now has no credibility left in his career, he could maybe get a job on the shopping channels.
listening to capital and gotta get back to work now :o
yaya!!! its saturday. wish me luck!!!
Apparently.....my dream last night was unreal and super angry.....
Anger To dream that you are holding or expressing anger, symbolizes frustrations and disappointments in your Self. You tend to repress your negative emotions or project your anger� onto others. You need to look within yourself.
Being angry in your dream may have been carried over from your waking life. Dreams can function as a safe outlet where you can express your strong and/or negative emotions. You have some suppressed anger and aggression that you have not consciously acknowledged.
i haven't written on here in a while because i started a proper written book journal, but i dont like it as much, i guess im just a girl who likes her modern techonolgy!
anyway it has just been my birthday, which i got the nicest present from my parents, a beautiful amber necklace from the local jewellery shop- it is amazing. just sent out the invite last night for mine and sahiras party, it should be a good one. sahira has her first driving lesson 2moz, i cant believe it, we are really starting to be seen as adults and have proper independence, saying this i probably wont start my lesson until about february. went over to her house today to sort out the arrangments for the party, well mainly the booze, and i got the most statement pair of shoes i own, they are bright turquoise heels, hmm we'll see if i can match them to anything in my wardrobe, but the are cool. so much fun at sahira, and they had the nicest cake, yum!
bought some new anti frizz hair stuff at boots, but i have basically run out of ideas for any new products to try so i saw this one and thought yeh i'll try it, it cant do any harm.
going in about an hour and a half to see UP at the cinema, supposedly in 3D, have no idea if it will be any good as i dont know anyone that has seen it.